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“Hi babe, miss you too,” he allegedly wrote, according to the affidavit. “Things have been rough but starting to get some clarity as well. Still confused on a lot of things though and processing through them. So many crazy thoughts going through my head right now, hard to explain.”

“Yeah, funny you’re getting some clarity through my grandma’s old Bibles,” he continued. “Wasn’t there 2. Anyways, was actually still thinking of burning them in case theres a chip in them or something. Going to keep processing through everything and hope to get some answers. Hope all this craziness ends soon. Love you.”

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Matthew Taylor Coleman

“We are doing this together, babe,” she wrote. “Praying for clarity over you and your mind this morning. Everything you’ve believed and known to be true is happening right now. I’m partnering with you from SB. Let’s take back our city. The gateway of revival for the state of California and the nation and the world You were created to change the course of world history. Take care of my little giant slayer and the voice of heaven’s dove. They sure are special.”

The affidavit does not provide further context on the subject matter of the texts.

Matthewwas arrestedaround 1 p.m. that day as he attempted to cross the border into the U.S.

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Matthew, 40, has pleaded not guilty to federal charges of murdering U.S. nationals on foreign soil. He is being held without bond at an undisclosed federal prison in California, and hasundergone psychological testingto determine his state of mind. His attorney did not immediately return PEOPLE’s calls for comment.

source: people.com