Kelly Osbourneis joiningRed Table Talkto address how her struggle with addiction has impacted her life.
In an exclusive clip from the sit-down interview, premiering Wednesday at 12 p.m. ET on Facebook Watch, co-hostJada Pinkett Smithasks Osbourne whether she feels addiction has “robbed” her of life experiences over the years.
“I would have been no kind of mother at all,” she adds. “Because I was that crazy addict that was like, ‘Oh yeah, I’ll stop doing drugs when I get pregnant because I have to.’ Like, that’s insane that I would ever even think that.”
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“This is a little hard for me to talk about, but I’ve always promised you that I will always be honest with you about where I’m at and what’s going on in my road to recovery,” she said at the time on her Instagram Story. “I relapsed. Not proud of it, but I am back on track.”
The U.K. native added that it “truly is just one day at a time.”
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Osbourne later revealed that her relapse came aftershe experienced a “nervous breakdown"at the end of the COVID-19 lockdown. “I made it all the way through, everything was great and my life was perfect,” she said during an appearance onExtra. “I’m that girl that when everything is going great, I need to f— it up a little and make everything a little bit worse in my life. I am an addict and had thought that I had enough time under my belt and I could drink like a normal person, and it turns out I cannot and I will never be normal.”
Osbourne’s episode ofRed Table Talkpremieres Wednesday at 12 p.m. ET on Facebook Watch.
If you or someone you know is struggling with addiction, please contact the SAMHSA substance abuse helpline at 1-800-662-HELP.
source: people.com
