John Cenaisn’t giving up without a fight.
In anew clipfrom Sunday’s new episode of Total Bellas,Nikki Belladiscovers a love letter from ex-fiancé.
Bella is giving a friend a tour of their once-shared home alongside her twin sister Brie when she comes across a bouquet of flowers and the note.
“It’s really hard to be in this house without John,” says Nikki. “His presence is so strong here.”
Bella looks full of emotion as she reads the handwritten card.
“For me to watch you grow into something so beautiful and amazing,” reads part of the card shown on the screen. “For making me feel a part of all these moments…”
“Is it a sweet card?” Brie asks her twin.
“The best,” Nikki replies while smiling and holding the card to her heart.
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Bella, 34, and Cena, 41,called off their weddingin April after six years together, but PEOPLE has confirmed the two have sincegotten back together.
The pro wrestlers had been open about their desire to reconcile. TheTotal Bellasstar previously told PEOPLE that she’d been in “communication” with the pro wrestler.
On May 19, the two werespotted out togetherfor the first since their split.
“They’re basically back together,” a second source close to the situation told PEOPLE at the time. “They never stopped talking. Other than the actual wedding weekend, when they took some space, they have been talking.”
Sources had previously said that Bella’s decision to call it quits was due to their differing stances onmarriageandhaving kids: She wanted a family, but Cena was hesitant.
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“This was never really about ending their relationship — it was about calling off a wedding because something didn’t feel right,” an insider said. “It was a wedding that was entered into under false pretenses. She was pretending she was okay with not having a kid, he was pretending he absolutely couldn’t and wouldn’t budge on that point.”
“They both got a wake-up call once they canceled the wedding, and they both realized they could fix what was broken,” the insider added.
Total Bellasairs Sundays (9 p.m. ET) on E!
source: people.com